1. We were kids, and kids are cruel.

     
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  3. (Source: b-lackburn, via sheamnessy)

     

  4. My heart’s not your dick, so don’t play with it.

     
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  8. I MISS CUDDLING WITH YOU. I MISS SLEEPING BESIDE YOU. :(

     

  9. Okay, I’m not okay.

    This is exhausting. No one is to be blamed. I chose this. I wanted this. I never knew I would end up like this. I took too much risk. Was I that desperate? I hope not. He’s the reason for my laughter, but he’s also the reason for my tears. And right now, I’m in pain. So much pain. Why does it have to be so complicated between the two of us? I sacrificed everything I never imagined I would. I am not who I am right now, not before you came. I’m not saying I regret knowing you, not just yet. It really hurts how you slap into my face that I’m not prioritized. It sucks that there are rules. It really does. I hate you because I’m trying my best to hate you, but I just can’t. It sucks that I have to be a secret, that we have to be a secret. It sucks that one minute you’re mine, and then you’re hers. I wonder how you feel. Does it feel good how two girls are chasing after you? Are you thinking about me whenever you’re with her? Are you thinking about her whenever you’re with me? I want this shit to over, but I don’t know how. I’ve tried a thousand times, but I did not succeed. Is it true that we accept the love we think we deserve? Is this what I deserve? Everything is just so messed up. It really hurts me whenever I try to connect with you but you’re having time with her. It sucks that I did not have you first. It sucks that I’m not the first. And it’s really painful that I will always be a number two. I’m not sure how long can I take this. But trust me, I wanted to let go as much as I wanted to hold on. :(

     

  10. JOHN ROBERT BAUTISTA SOLIS

    I’M REALLY REALLY SORRY, ROBERT. :( I may have said it too many times, but every time I say it, I always mean it. Please forgive me huhuhuhu :( 

     
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